Talks
1) hmmm.. 2dae should b the best day of my life? hah.. not dat exaggeratin la.. budden it's the first time i feel so hyper n excited and stuffs earli in the morning.. realli.. kk.. recentli, i encountered some problems in the Module Preference Ranking of the IS thingy.. it realli makes mi feel so dejected and so demoralized dat i start to hate the internet.. another instance is the OB discussion board thing.. spent big time from afternoon to nite to do that thing den when i submit, *POP* everythin's gone.. omg! i'm so angry n frustrated at dat time.. realli feel like not redoin the thing again sia.. haix.. ok. let's come back.. i realli think i am beri good at side-tracking.. hah.. den i sent email to the helpdesk n mrs olivia ng.. hah.. they din reply yesterdae coz it was public holidae.. den they replied mi 2dae n were indeed beri warm n polite in their email reply la.. omg! i was so happie n relieved n consoled n wat haf u.. (hah.. quoted from Mr teo teng kwee, my CATS teacher) then, i was actualli wantin to go to skool 2dae to ask about the prob.. den i was bathin when Mrs Olivia Ng actualli called mi twice la! woohoo~!! so honoured.. kkx.. it's nothin i noe.. but ya.. wow.. den i finalli can rank the thing alreadi.. so happie! hurray! =D
2) i remembered once on a chat on msn wif some1, dat person told mi dat u will like dat guy when he's extra nice to u.. not those fake kinda nice but the sincerity n nice that realli comes right out of the bottom of that person's heart.. ya.. i tink it not onli applies to mi.. but i tink everybodi would b moved when u meet dat special one.. am i not right? yeah.. so.. okie.. from now onwards, wat i sae is not gonna b related to wat i haf juz mentioned in point 2.. okie?! hah.. here it goes.. i met a person hu's extremeli nice to mi.. alwaex helpin mi whenever i nid help.. of course, we would at times b at loggerheads.. BUT we r not realli quarrelin... in fact, we r actualli teasin n makin fun of each other.. hah.. since i start skool from nursery, i tink i've neber met some1 SO NICE like this person does.. realli.. perhaps there r a few others too ya.. but diz person is, how should i sae? extremeli nice.. diz person will go all the wae to help u.. when others r like mayb consoling u verbally, but this person actualli meant it n put words in to actions! omg! i realli dunno how to thank you! it's my honour to haf u as my fren.. realli.. trust mi n these words realli come from the bottom of my heart.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! =D
3) hmmm.. diz point is rather kinda hard to put into words.. but nemind i shall try.. months before i had this sort of romance issue on hand.. i shall put him as "X".. X sort of made a rather big impact on my life.. coz of yadah yadah yadah.. shall not mention.. den diz is also a period when the show "Stairways To Heaven" was showing on the tv.. den i came across this scene when the actress was cryin when she was watching a movie before she went blind.. den the actor was like so sweet and cute.. jux like a child.. den when the actress was askin id he would not cry and b sad when she realli died, the actor sae he would not as they will eventualli meet in heaven.. n he asked the actress to continue to cry louder.. den the actress realli cried louder and diz iz when the actor came n gave her a hug.. sweet.. beri sweet.. den here, i immediately haf a beri deep impression n feeling towards it.. i dunno y.. the feeling is so overwhelming.. so real.. den i cried la.. beri sweet n touching.. sorrie for kip usin sweet as i tink it's the most suitable word n of course, my vocabulary sux n i tink i am gonna study the dictionary.. hah.. den.. 2dae, i came across this scene again.. when my aunt was watching the vcd.. BUT.. the thing is.. the feeling is not dere anymore! i was like so sad la.. haix.. being unable to accept that the fact that the feeling has disappeared, i watched that part again.. realli.. i was not dreamin.. the feeling is no longer present.. not anymore.. why? =(
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you do not know how much I love you
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