Thursday, January 19, 2006
wahahaha... hmmm.. remy lied.. he said he would send us our MIEC results yesterdae nite.. BUT?! he toyed our feeling.. to tink dat some of my fren actualli intentionalli stayed awake juz to wait for his dear email.. haix.. den now i dun even noe if i passed... haix.. but i tink the percentage is so soo sooo small.. but realli hope i'm not one of those hu failed.. haiz.. arghhH! scared..
ahaha.. 2dae is CIP e-learnin.. so ended lesson at 11.. actualli is 10 plus la coz OB lecture ended early.. hehe.. den went to atrium wif others to haf a short break.. had terriyaki chicken sandwich!! woohoo!! hehe.. love it! den went to helpdesk to do our CIP project... had some advice from the helpdesk ppl but one of them asked us to visit google... n hiz favourite "webby".. hahaha... den proceed on to underpass.. continued wif our research until 3 plus i tink.. den went to library to do BSTA tutorial!! woohoo!! Melissa taught mi!! lurve her! haha.. thanx infinity wor!! hehe.. i will remember promise de.. hehe.. den wat a satisfaction dat i did my tutorial completely (actualli is almost completely) BEFORE the day of tutorial.. if not is the usual dunno how to do n go skool earli copy situation.. haha.. sae alreadi so paiseh.. haix.. muz b ashamed of myself.. hah.. muz tell myself cant do it again le.. haha.. hmmm.. den went BSTA peer tutorin.. ahhaha! actualli went for onli half an hour? coz i was in the library n wanted to finish off my BSTA tutorial.. hah.. same la.. both so BSTA so we're quits.. hehe.. wat a stupid logic...
den went for guitar additional practice.. was asked by jeremy.. luckili i went n din let him down... BUT.. i tink i still let him down n i tink he was sort of disappointed or frustrated tho he din voice it out.. coz as everyone noes, i am an EXTREMELI - SUPERBLY - DUPERLY SLOW LEARNER.. so i nid a long time to learn a small part of a piece.. so plz forgive mi.. n my fingers aren't dat agile as u tink so ya... n my brain process beri slowli... muz find time to reformat le.. haix.. so plz b patient wif mi! sometimes i realli on the verge of quittin as i realli feel beri stressed.. when we wanna plae as a group i will get the jitters.. haix.. stupid mi.. useless mi... y cant i b like the others hu r so talented in every aspect?! arghhh! y cant i? hope i can improve..
so dat's about it... 2molo still haf guitar lesson.. haix.. oh wells.. burbye.. take care... =D
YYY
you do not know how much I love you
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