What is love? What exactly is love? As according to the dictionary, Love is having a strong affection or deep tender feelings for somebody or something. To me, love is the sweet and bitter moments together. Love can make you blind. Love can make you feel like hell. Some say love is something that you have to feel and experience in order to know it. BUT.. How are you able to understand when you are just not lucky or should i say unlucky or haven't got the fate to be able to experience it? Maybe fate just has not brought your special someone to you bah.
Was chatting with my friend and suddenly, somehow, you came into my mind. How i missed the days when we sat together in class. How i missed the days when we played and talked crap and teased each other and fight with each other in class. How i missed the days when my register number is 14 and yours 41. How i missed the days when Mrs Koh called out register numbers to answer question and she called 14 and then 41 and i sat and you stood. How i missed the days when you drew a little card to encourage me before my competition. How i missed the days when i got sad over you. How i missed the days when you accidentally got the pencil lead into my hand and i took the rap for you when we both were called to the front. How i missed the days when we deliberately separated our table, leaving the bottomless gap between us when we were angry with each other out of our sheer childishness. How i missed the days when i said what i did not meant in order to spite you. How i missed......
How i wished it all never been memories. To me, you are the most perfect. All that i asked for. How i wished if history could repeat itself. Not more. Just once and i am contented. The memories will not ever fade as time passes.
An ever-wanted-but-impossible reply has always been bugging me. Have you ever liked me like the way i do? Or are all these just a facade to mislead me and to make all this a one-sided affair? Hope i will be able to have the answer which i have longed for.