Aww~ Was listening to Mariah Carey's "Without you" and felt so sad all of a sudden. Haix. Dont know what happened also. Something i dont wish to say but hope that nothing's going to affect our friendship. Our ship is sturdy! I love you. Yeah. Also, other things too. Hmmm. I think my withdrawal symptoms are starting to take effect. Arghhh. All those finding faults and despising. ARGHH!!! Shoo away man! *Sweep your butt* But.. If things really are going to fall apart, if feelings are fading, this then proves to be a mere slight infatuation or crush. But what do i feel when i know the chance is gone? Acted generous and blur. Hah. Crap. shucks. If things are really meant to be, it shall be. If things are not meant to be, it doesn't help no matter how much you go all the way to make things work. =)
When things are not there, how much you yearn for it to be yours. When things are getting closer, when the situation seems so optimistc, you start to find fault and blame that what you are going to get is not good enough for you. Evil right? Ain't this person sucks?
Oh well...
Went for the WIL-KEYS ceremony of BA on Saturday. Hmmm. Was surprised to see a few of my friends whom i think they wont even bother to attend this ceremony. Hah. Cool. Nice meeting you all anyway. So i went with my fellow SERVE Cambodians. Hah. Thought i will be late so i cabbed down instead. Reached school and found that no one had arrived. So i messaged Jian Zhou and Dickson cause they are the two whom i have their numbers in my phone. So only Jian Zhou replied. Obviously, Dickson did not reply me. Cause he has a phobia of girls. Or should i say a phobia of CALLING and MESSAGING girls cause this explains why he did not arranged to meet me to go school together with the others although we live in the same area. Nice friend. I said he doesnt have a phobia of girls cause he deliberately dolled up and went to KAP to wait for his Ms PAK. Hah. So after that. We went in for the ceremony. Sad. Cause they cancelled NP String's performance. ARGHH! So the day's performance was quite interesting with a few highlights. Hah. One was to see so many cuties (the reformatees). Hah. THEY ARE CUTE!! How i wish i was one of the helpers. Meeheeeheee. Second, i saw him whom i thought i wont ever will see again. hah. great! =D Third! I saw my sister in the video clip! hah. Eeyeerr. She shout until so loudly and like a big log like that infront of the screen. I see until i want to vomit sia. Omg. Make me lose face. Hahaha. Oh well. My sister = me. lol. Then went to have refreshments outside and interacted with the rest of the SERVE Cambodia mates. Woohoo! Took alot of photos. but i havent have the chance to get hold of them. Hah. Jian Zhou send me! Then after that went to library intending to study BUT didnt study in the end cause i was plain too tired cause of the late night before and the sudden super-duperly-irritating flu. Arghhh. Make me so tired and i slept the whole afternoon.
In the evening, went to Esplanade there to watch fireworks! Hah. Went with Sheena, Michael, De Jun, Yu Hang, Bing Yi, Kelvin, Gina. Hah. The fireworks was nice! Hehe. So grand. Hah. But sadly too trees blocked part of the view so didnt manage to have a fully clear view. Oh. And on the way there, Sheena, Michael and i were on the MRT when a commotion started, attracting the attention of many people. A Chinese and an Indian man quarrelled so loudly. OMG. What they blurt out was damn crude la. OMG. The Chinese kept wanting to start a fight or rather continue the quarrel cause he wanted to attract attention. Cause at this age no attention will be attracted unless he go and create attention. Wahahah! Bad me. Hah. Okay. Back to track. So after that we went to Bugis to have steamboat. The usual hangout place. Cannot stay until the next morning so have to go back. Shared cab with Kelvin. Hah. Funny la. Cause the cab driver kept talking to us about HI-FI system. Lol. So basically Kelvin and i were like "Ya" "haha" "ooo""hmmm"..... LOL. So, i had a fun day to summarise!! Yippie!
Oh. Another issue to talk about. Went to KAP in Friday. My brothers aka the Bukit Panjang gang that day all very good. Showed the brotherly spirit. Know what they did? We usually took the bus home mah. Then happened on that day i walked infront with Sheena talking then reached bus stop. THEN, turned around and saw stopping there AND FLAGGING FOR CAB!!! ARGHH! I am fuming mad la. But i didnt want to say. Anyway, there's no space already caused 5 squeezed into a tweeny-weeny cab. Haix. Left me, a GIRL, alone there like a loner and a stupid dirt. Haix. Then i went home alone..... They didnt even speak of it lor. Until on Saturday i sort of confronted one of them and surprisingly, he knew it. and he admitted cause he had done it. Good friend. Hah. At least he didnt deny or else, muwahahaha! =x
So that's about all. Okay. Three short notes to 3 different person.
PS1: Thanks for being there, thanks for not forgetting i am behind. Thanks for always keeping a lookout for me. Thanks for keeping looking behind and know that i am there. I really appreciated your company that day. =D
PS2: Hey. I dont know if it has anything to do with me. But it sounds like though. I'm sorry if i did anything or said anything you dont wish to hear or hurt your feelings. But i just feel a little wierd lately with you nowadays. Haix. I have a tendency to hide. Argh. What am i saying sia.
PS3: Please.. Please know that though a blog is not confidential, though it's meant for people to read, but please, please know that you do not have to spread around the contents in a person's blog. Thanks alot, i appreciate it. Know your limits okay. But, i really am amazed by your capability to spread rumours/facts so fast. It's indeed unbelievably WOW! Teach me alright? No offence here. =D
Jian Zhou, i can write long entries tooo. wahahah! =D LOL.