Back after so longg. Haha. Miss me? Nah. Dont think you all will. Okay crapping. Lots of things have been happening. So much that i dont know how to put all in words. So maybe i will just pop out some random thoughts ar.
Okay. First things first. Last Tuesday went to meet up my secondary MONSTARZ. But then in the end only in all 5 turned up? SO pathetic can? But then thanks alot Amelia for organizing this gathering! Love you all lots! We ate at AL-AZHAR and shared lots of food. Haha. Fried ice-cream was the food that made us look like fools. One bite and all the melted ice-cream splurt out. Luckily never tio on clothes. Haha. Then shared lotsa food like pratas and tissues and the waiter laughed and crapped with us. Then after that went to watch Music and Lyrics. Nice movie i think. Quite those simplistic romance bah. The guy very sweet la. The song he sang for her. Aww~ So sweet! Make me jealous like hell. wahah! Then the song "Way back into love" very catchy and nice. Must listen okays? Then after that went home. Ying told me something her colleagues told her. Listen to what she said, i really can FEEL it. Their sincerity, their care for her. Really. They are good guys. How i wish i can meet one of those like them. Good guys. Haha. Where to find? Then one of the things pointed out which i darn agree with. Always find a guy who loves you first before you do. Cause then will he cherish you and love you like treasure. So he will love you more. That's what i think la. For those who oppose, tag me bah. Haha. Yeah. And what she said, i feel it. And tears start to well up in my eyes. Oh well whatever, maybe i am just not fortunate. CRAP!
Then Ben and Francis talked to me la. Ben and Irene said i am.. ahem.. ******. Haha. Paiseh. Then ya. John Joseph teased me again. Cause he said i look like his daughter then everytims tease me. Say so sad i am going to end attachment sooon. i will miss you too okay? Then Francis will say, disturbing her again ar? Hee. Francis is darn SEXY okay?! I am SOOOO in LOVE with his voice. I can marry his voice. Wahhaa. Xiao Hen Hen is also damn cute. Planning to recruit him in my gang. He damn lame too. So nice to talk to him. My friend and i kept crapping la. To while away our time. So she is the stapler while i am the bullet. haha. Then we start to crap about whatever things you can think of. Nothing also we are able to crap something out of it. Challenge our skills man!
This week no chillout sessions too. Sad. Mucus dont want me already. Has boy boy dont want micey le. So desperate for some chillout sessions. Oh ya. Monday went for dinner with Cin. Talked about stuffs. And we realised that we have some common points. And are wishing, dreaming, and hoping for our prince charming to appear soon. Where are you? Haix. Then ya. Friday joined Ying and Hong Li for some live band at some church initially. But we cant find the place and was late so we ended up eating dinner at Cafe Cartel. Yummeh! My second time to Cafe Cartel. Mountain Turtle i know. I dont care. Humph! After that went to Esplanade roof top, where lots of memories start flooding into my mind. But what can i do? Except to force myself to forget. Then we talk about things. Yup. How i wish i can be there again. Okay. Ass. I just cant find the right word to say. Shit. Damn. Then went home. But before that went to Starbucks to chill with Ying. And we talked about lotsa stuffs too. About ya and cool, same thoughts on certain stuffs too. =) This was also the day when my emo bugs start to haunt me. Moods swing, swing, swinng~ Drastically. Especially today during lunch time, reread them, listening to songs, emo bugs attack, off to toilet for emotional breakdown. Yup. This has to stop. Serious. Good luck Mabia.
Then i cant remember le. Mind blocked. STM. Haha. Ya. Yesterday went to school for practice, but there wasnt any. Cheated my feelings. But at least, completed something. Hah. Oh! Jon-neee rides a bike! Vroom Vrooommm!!! Hee. Cool. After that, went for dinner at Lot 1 at Long John with 5 men. wahha! We talked about making a bike gang then each bike makes sounds of each type. Then can make songs ourselves. And all those different types of functions, like the windscreen type of shades, and use a cardboard to cover the whole bike and to cut a hole for the face only cause jon-nee's scared out rain. We laughed untilso loudly that we invited stares. But we continued. So funny! So happy. Hha. More dinners!!
Then today, while i was playing the song "Reason" on my guitar, that scene flashed back suddenly into my mind. I dont know why but that scene just flashed. I am preparing for my concert after Cambodia Serve Trip and i havent have time to practice. So i am doing some last minute practice. Then there, you came to the back stage place during interval to support me. So loved. Those feeling of you know you are dead but there's a pillar of support still to support you, to be by your side no matter what outcome may. But no more. Not anymore. Haha. Well. Yup. And you came with a few friends which really really gave me a surprise. But i must say, i did not perform well that day though. i faked and i faked badly. 29th October 2006.
I cant remember anymore things. I will just end here first. Will update when i remember. Till the next time i post.