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Monday, June 25, 2007

HI PEOPLE!! I'm back again. Been MIA like for 2 months plus already. Hur Hur. Fun. So sian and lazy to blog although i have so much things to blog about. Yup. SO is anyone still following up on mine? Haha. Miss me? Heh. Okay whatever. Oh. Since i am gone, so many things happened, like the launch of "Whatever" and "Anything" and i've yet to try them. Must one day. Gosh. Am being so random here.

Okay first thing first. The biggest thing that happened was the NPStrings Virtuoso XIV Concert that took place yesterday, 23rd June at Singapore Conference Hall. CONGRATULATIONS to all who made it happen. It wont be a success if not for YOU ALL!! Cheerios! It was my second time performing for Virtuoso. The first was Virtuoso 13th on June 9th 2006 if i didnt remember wrongly at VICTORIA CONCERT HALL and the next was Virtuoso 14th on June 23rd 2007 at SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL. Both was hell successful. Yup. So happy. Initially i was still getting the jitters during the rehearsal at SCH cause it was so quiet and if you played wrongly, it would be very obvious. SO i was like damn nervous but our concert's very first item was the guitar ensemble's El Condor Pasa and it did marked a very good start of Virtuoso XIV. Woohoo~!! Luckily all went well. And shh, there were times when i am pretending to play for the chords when i am on stage. Hee. Opps. After Virtuoso went to eat supper at the makan place beside Youth Park. After which went to Party World to K until 6 in the morning. Then sang one song which i like very much, by Fish Leong, "Wu Tiao Jian Wei Ni". Aww. Really put my heart into this song. Hee. Ah. Then sang duets too. Got 1 song sang with my the alumni. The song, "Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo". AHH! It's a kiddy love song then got 1 part saying Jolin in the house and David Tao in the house, he said my name. Then i said his name. Then end with, "Our love in the house, Sweet sweet love." Sounds so stupid. But i got all so paiseh after singing the song and during. OMG. Dont know why sia. AHHH. AI ZAI. Then after that went to MAc to eat breakfast then take bus go home. Oh ya. Forgot. Denise's auntie helped me make-up and tied hair for Virtuoso. Heh.. First time had my hair permed with some of the zig-zag thingy. COOL! Brandon was so fascinated by it that he kept touching. HumpH! Thanks very much auntie! Oh! Also, thanks TAN JIE YING, GUO JIE YING, WANG HAN, HUI XIAN and my FATHER, MOTHER, AUNT, COUSIN, SISTER And BROTHER for coming to support me during the concert. AND not forgetting, my kor, Justin and his girlfriend who came so oh suddenly that it came as a great surprise to me. They did not say that they are coming until suddenly he asked me where am i and that they are coming when i am preparing for my concert. Haha. THANKS ALL!! Love you!

Sleep... I overslept then i missed the time to meet my 7 sisters to celebrate Guo Jieying's brithday. ARGHH. Then took bus to Settlers' Cafe at Clarke Quay there and joined them for some last minute games then went to Central Shopping Centre to shop. Finally, after so long the 7 sisters can reunite. Rare sight. Shall post all photos up when i got it uploaded. Hee. Then went to eat dinner with Winnie and Shao Fen. After that i went 7-11 buy Long Island Tea and drank while cam-whoring and chit chatting by the river. Dangerous wor. Haha. Felt quite seh after drinking, i mean not cause i cant drink, but before that i am already seh seh cause of lack of sleep. haha. So on the way home i was like walking from left to right and vice versa. Heh. Nice feeling.

Dont know why. I just felt not so nice when you are so good to them, especially her. I dont know if you are interested in her. Or am i just being sensitive. Anyway, there's no need and there's no reason and there's no right for me to feel like that. Who am i to control what you do or feel. Am i not right. So ya. And all the time with you. Woke up and realised you are not there. It's just a very complicated and vexing feeling. A sense of emptiness. How much how much i wished you were here. Right here. To bombard me with all your bullshits and humour. The bullshits which are like nothing but music to my ears. And that morning. Your one-finger kungfu pushed me down and i grabbed your shirt. And then you rescued me with your grab. =) AHHH. Really. It sucks. Like hell. To know you might not be the one. imissyou.


HAHA! JUST JOKING! BULLSHIT!!
Till the next time i post.



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you do not know how much I love you
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