Monday, November 26, 2007
was called indecent.
by this guy.
haha.
was "high" that night, and what i knew that day came as a blow to me.
kept harping on it, asking my friends why is it like that.
They said, yeah, he' s like that.
He is nothing more, but i have no idea why am i like that.
Maybe, no one told me i am one before.
Oh wells.
Consecutive chats over the phone made me wake up.
And there's this freaking day, when she told me what actually happened backstage.
Was kinda happy? But i knew, once again, it's not to be true.
Especially that certain criteria, haha. Thou it's much better than hers.
But again, it's just a facade.
Not true.. no.
Ass boyfriend of hers sounded him and made me so paiseh as thou i am interested.
Again, went out with that clique.
Initially, he seemed sian.
Ass boyfriend of hers dee siaoed us again. Yeah. Kept his blazer for him.
And that sugar cane thing. Hah.
Then through the night,
talked. Wanted to play but ended up talking.
Knew more, but something held me back, or rather, was waiting for him to ask.
Yeah, that we have common interest.
But whatever, dont care that much.
He's rather observant. I mean very, in fact.
What my friend said, he'd comment.
What i did, he'd comment. (Are you hungry?)
I'm okay. (She looks better. Did you peng the other day?)
Yada yada yada...
Walk with me. i dont know.
Went mac at orchard.
Caring act?
He's weird. Cant ever guess what's on his mind.
Sometimes seems rude. Sometimes seems good.
Who are you?
What are you?
Devil? Angel?
Opened door like a gentleman.
Deep beneath you?
Shrugs.
Really wanna know what's the comment after this episode. but still, dont ever take it to heart. Really. Must learn.
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And this, played me out for like, 3 times?
3 freaking times.
Everytime, it's depleting me of my trust for you.
Never, never gonna believe you again.
Never, never gonna trust your words again.
Never, never urge for more outings again.
Never, never again.
Waste my time. Waste my money. Waste my energy. Waste my feelings.
Waste me.
To continue, or not?
YYY
you do not know how much I love you
9:06 AM